It's been 4 weeks since I've touched my film cameras. 4 weeks filled with fashion shoots, products, events and 15 hour days. I am grateful for the work, not only because I need money to, you know, eat and stuff, but also because it will fund my trip in October. But.... I am missing shooting for myself. I am looking at the two images above, once taken in April and the other only last month and getting scared I'll never take anymore like them. I have 4 dayswith no paid work this week and they are going to be filled with phonecalls and emails, orgainsing shoots for old and new projects. It'll be a lot of talking at first, then some meetings and hopefully after that I can just start taking photos again. And even though the last month has been physically exhausting and I feel spent, I kind of can't wait to get back into it.